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Triggered / 張敬軒

派台日期: 2022-01-24  
唱片公司:英皇娛樂
作曲:Tat Tong 唐達
填詞:Tat Tong 唐達
編曲:Tat Tong 唐達
監製:Tat Tong 唐達

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簡介

面對一個又一個難關,總叫自己迎難而上,理想地堅信可克服一切,但強悍身軀偶然會鬆懈,理性心靈突然會喚醒,當下的無力心碎感,已靜靜地觸發自己,慢慢地換上一顆決絕心,寧願來個無條件惜別,切斷所有疼痛根源。

張敬軒入行以來首支英文歌〈Triggered〉,由Tat Tong包辦曲、詞、編、監。歌曲以一句” Starin out to empty space”開首,籠罩著一份軟弱無力感,嚴重得就是想站起來的動力也全失,令人沮喪。日復日纏繞,夜接夜煎熬,就是沒有被時光稀釋。當下知道不應如此,卻無阻自然沉淪,盡是痛的源頭。

一把喚醒自己的聲音,一個突如其來的觸發點,是時候一一清理。歌曲中段節奏起了急促變化,密集的歌詞就似是一輪衝擊,一次激發,站起來,走下去,再壞的感覺都要沉澱,再差的感受也需切斷,即使用上所有回憶,換取此刻喘息,都在所不辭,一個關掉鍵無反顧地按下,作一個決定,來一個轉變,送走迷失在陰霾的自己。歌曲最後一句又回到” Starin out to empty space”,是虛空寂夜,還是遼闊清空;是新開始,還是另一趟循環。

歌詞

Starin out to empty space
Haven’t seen a soul for days
Tryin hard to be strong
But everything feels wrong

Even gettin off the bed’s
Too big a step for me to take
What’s the point of this song
Even it knows you’re gone

It just happens
such innocent ways
The smell of rust in the rain
Hearin somethin you would say
Before I know it I’m triggered
Don’t wanna be this way

But it’s crashin
Like a wave after wave
Hits me again and again
Worse than a physical pain
Wish I could stop bein triggered
But this never endin heartbreak’s

Got me triggered
Feelins i just can’t fight
So triggered
Toss’n turnin all night

Got me triggered
Feelins i just can’t fight
So triggered
Toss’n turnin all night

Somehow i just gravitate
To the ones that never change
Maybe it’s all my fault
For thinkin we could get along

So I try, I medicate
To keep my mind lost in a haze
Turn the memories off
I don’t care what it costs